Wednesday, 4 January 2012

End of an era.

So I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday.

On the plus side, I'm finally putting actual film in my holga - so I'm going to document my life at uni on film. Forget digital - so last year! Also need to order some new film for my Instax. Please remind me.

Time to get cracking on with reading Paradise Lost... Wow. Can't wait for that. Only a week and a half until I go back to Uni. And I can't wait! I need to get out of this town; it's so suffocating! Though I know when I'm back at Cambridge I'm going to feel exactly the same - some days I find myself in College and feeling like death ... I think to myself, 'why is this?' and I realise that it's because I actually haven't left the college walls for a week or so! It's a little bit nightmarish having everything you could ever possibly need in your college - though I guess its also pretty convenient for the Lazy in me.

I need to get back and just see my friends, fresh faces. Get on with work. Think about what I actually want to do with my life. Its so easy when you're back home to forget everything - but then at college I pretty much forget everything about being at home as well.

Vicious circle.

Love x

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