and this maiden she lived with no other thought than to love and be loved by me

I've had a good day. Reunited with loads of my friends. 

Except for having an argument with someone. An argument I tried to avoid but couldn't because I stepped into it.  So despite the smiles in the photographs, I've been wondering how they are, what they're thinking, what they're doing. 

I hate being the cause of problems and right now I don't know what to do. I feel like an annoyance, an irritant, a parasite. I don't want to feel like that to this person. We always end up hurting each other all the time and I'm going to put a stop to it. We both have insecurities and we need to get over them to stop this hurt. We trust each other, so I think we can manage it.

I hope.

life.

I spent the evening watching play misty for me which is the craziest film I've seen in a long while. My dad made me watch it. All I can say is sometimes females are crazy. Its made me never ever want to get that crazy over any guy. oh dear me. 

love.

x